HapPy birthday To SnoWiie ~~

my dear snowiie...
Happy birthday to u
wish my dear always healthy n leng leng ^^
sorry for my very early wish ><

i'm so sorry cant celebrate ur birthday with u
however, my heart always be with u
feel it?
hehe....
happy birthday ya
welcum to join our 18th age group ya ^^
( but i going to 19th T-T )
keke....

HapPy birthDay oOh...

( sorry for my short msg ya )

可不可以不勇敢

我知道

说什么都没有意义

如果心已经封闭

我知道

时间不断在远离

茫然的早晨躺着寂静

我还知道

未来不断在靠近

慌乱在思绪满谥的夜里

世上最残酷的

恐怕是时间

困住人一切却还向前

干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸

脆弱时候怎么勇敢
我可不可以不勇敢?
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放声哭喊

要从心底拿走一个人

很痛.很难

♥ Sport

falling for sport recently ... hehe
becoz of? keep fit? or healthy?
shhh... secret ^^
exercise with lian again ... wee ... ^^
before our exercise
ate our breakfast at old town
after that went to lian's primary school
for badminton ...
i had long long long time never play badminton le
my leg was injured
very pain actually ...
and my leg now was swollen T-T
because i fall down when playing badminton
i'm like a clumsy child ><
pain pain pain ~~~
but i really enjoy today's badminton

♥ SPORT

i still waiting

a impossible msg

waiting .....

12th Dec 2009

~I'm SO BORED ~

woke up early today
went to tuition centre again
( today is my last tuition ...hehe )
felt headache again
yesterday until today...
feel like wanna sick already
for sure is becoz now so hot
dizzy ~~~
( i wanna ice cream now >< )
after tuition,
bcoz of nothing to do
went back home early
very boring




drawn by rasmute
it's very nice right?
hehe ^^v
thx very much ya
i like it so much ...

"he" always appear on my mind

it like out of control

i jz hope can get a msg from him

before i leave for few week

but i know it's impossible

why i still expecting?

10th Dec 2009

a boring day
awake by alarm clock
not really wan to wake up so early
but wat to do
need go back school to duty
yen hooi reached quite early today
haha... so hardworking
start from 8 a.m
we wait student come to collect their magazine
we chit chat n listen song for few hour
bcoz really boring to stay at sch
i leave early than them
bcoz i got second round mah...
haha...
my second round is TUITION ><
tuition again ...haiz
( 1 more tution leave ^^ )

走在

同一个街道

却有

不同的味道

昔日的感动

竟是

今日的思念

试着寻回当时

却黯然发现

时间飞逝

是的，

今天我又想起他了

niCe daY ~

woke up early in the morning

around 6.30 (i think)

not for tuition orh ... hehe

date lian go jogging today

i was regret slept late yesterday ><

go tasik permaisuri for our jogging

we were plan for long time ago

finally, WE DID IT

gv us a big hand ~~~

our next exercise is play badminton ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOMAS

went to thomas's house today

have BBQ party there

met my previous sch fren also

like having a small gathering

same as last time

i LOVE them very much

dears i met today got

yenny, shayn, elra, nicole, micky

buddys i met got

kok keong, daniel, jun yee, ken, hon fei, kumar

hv fun with them tonight^^

really enjoyable n happy

thomas , jun yee and hon fei were prepare a cute dance for us

it's really funny

thx thomas for the partyhis family member really kind n friendly

especially his dad

soOoo CUTE ^^

if u got time , watch it.... very cute de ...wakaka

buddy ^^

thomas's family

thomas n me

kok keong n me

3 cute n funny frenss

thinking of euu...><

6th Dec 2009

2.00a.m

tonight
how could i sleep?

再次。心痛
犹如万剑穿心
心。淌血
就连呼吸也痛

5th Dec 2009

woke up in the early morning

for the same reason
TUITION ><
lucky next week don't hv class so frequently
after class, went to KLCC with wei keong
and waiting snowiie n wenyi to join us
honestly, today is my 2nd time to take putra train only
because of PC fair
KLCC really "people mountain people sea"
met kok keong there also
i really miss him
his look so tired


~ kok keong, remember take a rest
don't fall sick again ya...take care ~


suddenly,
my previous sch life memories flash back again
i was really love n appreciate it


met some frens at PC fair also
opz, i wanna say sorry to wei keong
"sorry, cant help u to get the "biscult". "
but i know u wont blame me de, right? ^^
went home early today
"sorry snowiie, i leave u alone. i'm sorry =( !!!"



~kok keong n me ^^~

HoO~ray

quite tired ><
it was too comfortable to sleep in a raining morning
however, i need to wake up early for my tuition
today full of tuition
9.30 until 4.30
i was slept in claz =p

hoO~raY
i was in good mood now
hahaha =)
i pass my nihon-go test
althought it was just very basic
but i thought i will fail it
becoz i never study n do my revision well
took many pic today
n sense like a "star"
her smile always shine
thx my sense ,
she always very kind for me
n my classmates too
they are so funny n caring
unfortunately, i not going to continue it
so, good luck n take care ya...
i will miss u all


Arh.... my card reader is not function ><
i wan to upload my sense's pic larhh T-T

i miss someone

^^

laLala~~

dated my dearest today

it was always great for me ^^

went out with elra,nana, carmen n shayn today

plan to hv a movie -new moon

n hv our photo section

we long time no hang out together already

miss n love them very much

1st station is elra's house

carmen fetch me n nana thr

hv our "oishi" lunch at sakae sushi

n waiting shayn to join us

we were late for our movie ><

it's not bad althought i gt abit don't understand

the wolf's body is nice

wakaka.... =)

finally we hv our photo section with nana's camera

it's was great

took alot pic ...

will upload soon....

hehe~~~

bt y my mood was always easily effect by him

everytime

i miss him

a great gathering

after tuition
went to coffee house yamcha
with?
my dearest...
elra n shayn
carmen said wil join us
bt her dad wan her stay at home
i really long time no c her ady
miss my dear much much
so we decided go her house ^^





We hugged and kissed each other
We chit-chatted
we shared our recently story.
It was a great gathering night
I really enjoy to spend time with them
we chit chat until 12a.m oli leave car's house
do u know
alot of memories were flash back in my mind
happy funny touched
even tough life
we through by holding hand each other
i would never forget
i really love u all

我的心

还是很痛

依然在乎他

今天的他

快乐吗?

finally

finally
my exam was ended
my holidays was reached
i should happy becoz of the holidays
but y my mood was like mixed

maybe i really try to escape
those problem i don't dare to face
ya, maybe holidays gd for XX also
at least no need to see me so frequently

however...
i should say

HappY Holidays ~

是否

某个角落

我可留下

是否

这次我不再哭

GoOd luCk ...

exam is getting nearest ><

GooD luCk

in exam yaa...

gambatea nehh

听见了吗

Why?
my mind was blank
Why?
my heart was pain
Why?
my heart bleeding again

althought
few hours ago
my heart still pain
what wrong with me?

风说了什么吗?
渴望的灵魂等待下雨
孤独的影子伴随寂寞

每当那失落的感觉包围着我
我都会静静地望着这个世界
我不知道是我忘记这个世界
还是它忘记了我

请不要走

你听见了吗?

等待

わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです




Qian

Happy birthday to Nana

HapPy BirthDay to my dear

Nana

let sing a birthday song to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to nana
happy birthday to euu....

dear, i knew u wasn't happy recently
however,
when u needed an ear
or shoulder
or hand
plz dun forget
qian is always here for u
i will always be with u
dear, wish u always pretty, healthy,happy
n dreams cum true ya ^^

happy birthday

誕生日おめでとう

夜里

不能睡的夜里

谁在漆黑森林将我唤醒

痛的呼吸

窒息的空气凝结成冰

曾刻骨追心的声音

仍死心不息的敲击

琴声音湃无限

台灯一熄灭消散雾气

谁都以为不听不看

也就没感觉

一转身才发现

空气里面依旧飘散着

记忆的气味

我想说没有他的声音

像没有歌词的旋律

就算很美很好听

也少了意义上的确定

the "voice" keep playing in my mind

i'm a "self-indulgent" galz

he always say

是我想太多

Movie

Poker king
went to pavilion has movie today
no special comment to this movie ><
louis koo is leng zai ^^
smart guy ....
after the movie
have our "high tea" at MOF
my sis was dressed up nicely today...
pretty galz neh
however...
my appearance was ... haiz
haha... too lazy
long time never hang out with sis
unfortunately,
my exam is around the corner
n i hvn prepare at all ><
god... help me please
i really lazy to study T-T

my mind was keep thinking that

what should i do??

i was scared

pour-ing

rain was poured this evening

yes, i still like raining

althought,
rain make me sad
while
rain make me smile too

today, something was mixed my mood
i'm a person don't how to behave myself
i don't how to tell u
i hate myself to being like that


went to orientation day at KBU (car's college)


Qian was in formal wear
weird, right?

breathless

6th Nov
11a.m right now
i supposed at school now
today
i was skip my class
i felt not well today
heavy headache
n my heart was pain
when i see u
u looked like very hate me

i was lazy too actually

raining ... now
i was listen to the rhythm of the rain
do u hear it?
a sorrow rhythm


想念
就连呼吸都痛
微笑.假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

别告诉他

我还想他

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

vulnerable

窗外下着雨敲打着並冷空氣
心冷...渴望被溫煖握緊
等待适合的风
带我飞越尽头
独自承受 伤痛

一个问题
一个不敢问的问题
一个害怕得到答案的问题

总会在该忘记的时候又想起
总是要伤过心才知痛在哪里
黯然神伤
不敢在山谷发疯嘶吼
怕惊碎了寻你的回音
象雪一片一片堆积成的冰河
掩埋了眼前失踪的脚印

你对我一点不在乎
现在的他
还会想我?
听说你身边
有个她


一个人的黑夜有多艰难
谁会是你下一束亮的光线
泪水扰乱脚步
心在流浪
被放逐给了遗忘 ~~


me...
vulnerable....

Sad VS Smile

sad

or

smile

i almost dunno how to discern

and i was lost in my own world

a empty world

however,

something are can't deny...

i was very care about our friendship,

and also him

i was miss him

微笑是掩饰悲伤最好的面具

1st nov 2009...

SORRY

sorry my frens
i make u unhappy
i very sorry about that
but y ...
i cant believe it
it getting worst n worst
however i wont give up easily

sorry ... him
except sorry, i dunno wat can i say
sorry

sorry everyone

sorry

a day nt be expected

time always flew very fast
today....
is a day i really nt expect
now... leave oli 2 hours
my mind was totally blank
i was really sad
moody
even emo
2 weeks already
i never get his reply
even once....
even 1 word....
i really dunknow how to describe my mood now...
it's too many thing happen today


无论你肯或不肯
我都选择等
多想化成隐形人
掩饰我伤痕
泪在翻滚
要怎么熬过这冬天
那身影
就这样悄然离去
手中玫瑰撕成碎片
窗外的雨
冰封记忆
平静的心
又起涟漪
刺痛了心
世界变阴天
心里还未伤愈
悲伤
侵袭着我
那杯咖啡
那首音乐
是否叫思念
静静的品尝着黑夜
想那脸和那笑靥
冷的咖啡
只剩下苦涩滋味

i don't wan the deal

but wat can i do???

the worst day

30th oct 2009

the worst day for me
i had broke my promise
that i nt really wanted
bt i was scared
i scared will be chase by.... him
i really nt dare to stay
everyone know?
my heart was pain
very pain
like bleeding
my heart was bleeding?
nowday, really too many thing happened
all happened with sudden
i nt that strong
i'm just a weak galz
i miss him

我只是想要简单的感动

我只是想要一个肩膀